A Struggle Indeed
I’m very impatient today. I want to go to the gym, but I don’t know whether to leave at 11 or earlier. It’s 8:13. The school kids are still on t... read more
9 months ago
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Subcategories: Weight Loss
Another Way to Die
My family will never understand why I write the way I do. What if they want to go on television to ask for a kidney for me and the reporter gets perso... read more
9 months ago
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back to black
Right now I feel bad. I don't want to be on this earth anymore. God did a bad, bad, horrible, muy terrible thing when he saved me from dying when I od... read more
3 months ago
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back to blakkker
I'M HURTING! GOD ALMIGHTY! DOES IT HAVE TO BE THIS BAD???!!! I'm so sick of my life, where I live, every unfortunate situation I'm in, and none of it'... read more
3 months ago
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Bad Times on Bergen Avenue II
I FEEL SO SICK! SO UNHAPPY! WILL THERE BE ANY END TO THIS? It's a mix of Jeffy and just wanting to die. No, let me correct myself. I just want out. No... read more
1 months ago
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dieting: a real biyatch
This diet thing is turning into a real pain in the ass. Gina (my dietician) and every other skinny person has a choice whether they want to measure th... read more
3 months ago
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Dismal
I'm greatly anticipating my bunny, which if everything goes well, I should have by Monday when I come back from my parent's. It will be a joyous occas... read more
1 years ago
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End the Madness
God, why can’t I have somebody for me, somebody that would be so loyal, somebody that would try to end it if I died the way I tried to end it last y... read more
10 months ago
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God, It's Me, Your Troubled Soul
God, I was going to tell you that I don't feel safe living alone anymore. Today I wrote my second suicide note. It really wasn't as straight forward a... read more
8 months ago
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I'll Always Be the Fat Case
I can’t take this anymore, man. Loosing weight is a hard ass problem for me. No matter what I do I can’t, nothing works. I have to sweat heavily f... read more
6 months ago
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