alone time at my parent's house
The roaches are starting to come out in my apartment again. It's the warmer temperatures.I found two in my water supply and had to throw it out. Now I... read more
1 months ago
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back to calling "him" mean names...deserves it
Nearby where I live there’s a church and I know they were having a funeral for a young kid this morning because there were bunches of yo... read more
4 months ago
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Bestow upon me strength...and death?
One of Steven Curtis Chapman's children died over the weekend. I just heard it on the Christian station. My mom said when we hear of tragedies like th... read more
1 months ago
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Churchie Girl
I like the sandwiches Associated Supermarket on 57th Street makes because they include little trinkets of chocolate with them. I went there after chur... read more
9 months ago
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Faith and I Don't Give a S#!t
I really don't give a fuck now. I'm smoking cigarettes now like I said I was going to do in the past, last night I couldn't sleep and watched televisi... read more
1 years ago
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Getting over Defcon
Sometimes when I'm talking to my therapist like I did today, I have trouble talking to her about God because she's a non practicing Catholic. She's no... read more
1 years ago
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God, I Need a Change ... Death ... Something!
God, I am in serious pain. Why is this happening to me? God, I’m hurting really bad. I’m really upset. The whole thing about trying to get a man b... read more
9 months ago
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Grand Old Diaper, What Next?
God, if I went back to school it would take about ten years to complete my studies. Please say I don’t have that kind of time, that you want me home... read more
9 months ago
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Hopeful in the End
I just saw a roach run across my computer table(ewww). I still haven't killed it. I'm running back to my room to get my slippers. This is really disgu... read more
1 years ago
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Hopelessly in a Hurting State of Mind
Where I live, there are two christian radio stations that I listen to sometimes. At 7:30 pm, a pastor from Harlem comes on. His church is Pentecostal ... read more
1 years ago
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