Doo Doo
I'm so ugly. I just got a new growth under my skin and it won't go away. It's showing through. I'm so dark. I hate myself. Why did God have to make me... read more
1 years ago
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Freaking Ouchless
There is nobody who is better looking than Jeff was. He was supposed to be mine! I just looked at the pictures I got from our trip to the Caribbean. I... read more
2 years ago
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Hurting on the Inside
I just wish had somebody. Jeff was handsome. When he went out to a club, he didn't have to worry about anybody not liking him; he was certain he'd get... read more
2 years ago
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In Painful Sh#!
God, I'm hurting! Why do I have to have such a major mental illness? I was moaning when the doctor told me what I had! Something's telling me look for... read more
2 years ago
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Just Kill Me
God, I just love Jeff! Man, this hurts! Isn't there anything you can do? I'm serious! This really hurts! I mean, day after day I feel the same way. Ca... read more
2 years ago
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Lackland Torture
I wish I were back in Grenada. It was so much better than the United States. Jeff, I wish I were your baby. I don't have anybody, not even you, Jeff. ... read more
2 years ago
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Matchmaker Gone Hellfire
Jesus loves me to death? It's hard to believe. God, I'm trying to live for you, but you're making things too hard for me! God, I'm talking, talking to... read more
2 years ago
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On the Edge
Jeff,I hate what happened to you after you died. God, I'm in love with him! Fuck man, you're not good for anything! I know if I were prettier I'd have... read more
2 years ago
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Shorty on Fire
You know Jeff, I just wanted to rest with you, put my head to your chest, listen to your heart beat. A live man, just for me! Now, you're a dead man. ... read more
2 years ago
1 comment
Sick of Being M.i.
My family knows nothing about mental illness. They don't know what I'm going through. They'll sure know about it when I die. I'm so sick of the way I'... read more
2 years ago
2 comments
