Doo Doo

July 10, 2006 / by lilscrappy

I'm so ugly. I just got a new growth under my skin and it won't go away. It's showing through. I'm so dark. I hate myself. Why did God have to make me black? Look at this nose. Look at this skin. Look at this face. I know I'll never have success. I'm too fucking fat and too ugly. There are other black people who are better looking than me. I just want to die so I can really tell God what I think of his creation. I look like pure doo doo. Why did God have to make me period? What a waste. He could've done a better motherfucking job.

2 comments on Doo Doo

  • queenteamum said 2 years ago
    Depression and self hate means you need help Samantha even if you don't want to...even if you're so down you don't think you can drag yourself there. I know, believe me. I know psych's are expensive so if you can't afford it....a counselor has training to help and for that matter so do many pastors/priests. Even if you don't go to church there are pastors that WILL help you in at minimum getting to a better place in your own head and heart.
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  • dav1d said 1 years ago
    hey if you wana see ugly take a lok at my photo, now im the ugliest white man youll ever see, god made you black so there would be other people to laugh at white people, and hey its not about looks or how much you weigh, its about whats inside, and you know for you to be feeling this pain inside it shows that you are gentle and kind but you are cruel to yourself, lift your head up, you can walk, talk, read, see, hear, and beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and to be honest many of them stick insects are nothing but vien gold diggers, i wouldnt give them the time of day.why did god make you, why shouldnt god of made you, god made me, and that is a sence of humour, lifes only as bad as you think it is. and forget about pastors and church,, for now, lol ive heard enough of the number of abused kids rolling out of them places. listen write to me about whatever you want, i will try and make things different for you, and it doesnt cost a bean, it only costs time, which i have pleanty of, hey infact i invented it, or rather how to waste it, so come and waste some with me.[WINK]

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