God, I want my hubby! Now! God, please? I just need him. God, I can't TAKE IT! I'm about to go insane! God, I'm going to go crazy if I don't get him soon. God, I just want to love him. Please God, I just need to love him! God, please can you listen to me? I just need somebody! Loneliness is killing me! I can't take anymore pAIN, God! Why are you handing it down to me? God, please. I have heartache and annoyance because of you. I just want out. I feel my life will never get better. I mean, God you can't say words to soothe me? You never could, you know. You can't say to me, "You'll be in his arms soon" ? Me in his arms! That's what I NEED! I need to be in someone's arms for a very long time, like forever. But I feel like I'm slowly dying, I swear I am, a slow, fat death.
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Ahhh, I'm getting to know you a little better as I keep reading your posts. I do hear your anguish to the point of verbally and emotionally abusing yourself, which may be forcing God to have to watch out for you in other ways and Him not having time to come up with answers for you.
you know, you may be right.