SS-we go together, never apart

I wish my blog was important to somebody. I mean, I am pouring out my soul of what's on my heart and I get like, zero comments? I want to be so important to someone! Holly is so popular, but I think she got that way by dissing other people. I only disrespected her once because she wrote something unauthorized about me and I didn't deserve it. Anyway, I feel what I'm doing is important, but I don't see it. I just wish there was someone who could empathize with me, know what I'm going through. Maybe somebody in the past told me they understood but I blew them off so fast. If I did, I'm sorry. No one deserves that. I don't deserve to be in the situation I'm in. My idea of someone understanding is for them to take a plane ride to NJ to sit with me or taking me somewhere special. Man, mom and I went to the Caribbean two years in a row, but now she's saying we probably won't go for another five years. Five years! I can't wait that long! But airline ticket prices are like, soaring by so much, and she's the only one working in the house. My brother works too, but when it comes to trips to see her family, my mom flips the bill for me and herself. She has managed to pay bills and still keep the house I retreat to every other weekend. My parents just finished renovating both bathrooms. They give me money every week. So waiting five years for another vacation is probably going to be the deal, not unless I get rich or something. I got a job lead for a hotel in Newark today. The job entails setting up tables and putting silverware out. I'll try hard again, but I don't know if I'll get it. It's coming close to my birthday. I'm waiting for a big surprise. I love writing. I just want somebody to recognize me.

Please Jeff, could you take care of this for me? 'Cause I'm hungry...