Bestow upon me strength...and death?
One of Steven Curtis Chapman's children died over the weekend. I just heard it on the Christian station. My mom said when we hear of tragedies like th... read more
1 months ago
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here i go again
God, what is the motherfucking deal? I love this guy! It hurts! I absolutely need him! I'm never watching a Freddy movie again. God, I just love him. ... read more
5 months ago
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investing is for rich people
God, I want to die! I need to! Remember when I wrote that I'd be literally dancing in the streets and then dancing in the halls of the psychiatric uni... read more
3 months ago
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no joking matter
GOD, PLEASE. I NEED HIM. I LOVE HIM. THIS IS NO JOKE. God, I can't concentrate on anything else but him. God, this is real. This is serious. You think... read more
5 months ago
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reality sinks in...this is how my life is going to be forever
God, did you hear me this morning? I wanted you to listen. I hope you heard me damn good, or did you just ignore me like you always do? God, I really ... read more
5 months ago
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so sick of
God, I'm so sick of being unhappy. Can you change me? I'm sick of being this way! I want complete happiness. Can you help me please? I'm depressed, I'... read more
5 months ago
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SS-we go together, never apart
I wish my blog was important to somebody. I mean, I am pouring out my soul of what's on my heart and I get like, zero comments? I want to be so import... read more
3 months ago
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tea&and an unknown mystery man
I was at church Sunday evening talking to Sue and when I looked up for a moment there was this guy looking in our direction. Was he looking at me? Oh ... read more
2 months ago
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valentine's day
I cannot take all this Valentine's Day crap. It's still January and I'm bombarded by phone commercials, jewelery commercials and a silky smooth lotion... read more
5 months ago
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wretched weather vs. a honey of a place to live, minus the hurricanes
It is another cloudy, God-awful day in this crummy, miserable city. Well, at least the rain stopped. When I was in Grenada every day wa... read more
3 months ago
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